Tag Archives: eating disorder

The deep scars of abuse

As a child, I was sexually abused by my stepbrother, from age 10 onwards. When I was 19 I was sexually assaulted by one of my best friends. You can say I have had my fair share of shittyness when … Continue reading

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25

It was my birthday yesterday. I turned 25. And I finally gave myself the virtual slap in the face I desperately needed. I’m 25, yes I have no idea how on earth I will finish my dissertation for uni, or … Continue reading

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Passively suicidal

Lately I have been feeling incredibly ‘down.’ Not your average ”What a crappy day” but properly down. While I was in hospital I didn’t keep any food in at all, but since I’ve come out I have been eating a … Continue reading

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Recovery

Recovery from an eating disorder is like a mad rollercoaster ride. It goes up and plunges down at terrifying speeds, but in the end, it all calms down, and you get off the rollercoaster. That’s the moment I am waiting … Continue reading

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Hospitalling

It’s March 13th. I won’t be posting this till I’m back home, as lack of internet, but I wanted to write it anyway. I am in hospital. Have been since last Thursday, and getting rather frustrated. I collapsed at uni … Continue reading

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Update of the fails

So, had a pretty crappy week. My antidepressants got changed from citalopram to mirtazapine. Benefit is that I now finally sleep OK, as mirtazapine knocks me right out. Downside is that it makes me feel like I am perpetually high, … Continue reading

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2016 so far…

I have spent 6 weeks in treatment for bulimia. And have come out of it fairly confident that I can leave that part of my life behind me. Having said that, I am still overweight and aim to get down … Continue reading

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