Failure week

It’s not been going that well recently. I’ve eaten more than I should, and even though it has not been outrageous amounts of food (more just amounts normal for normal people) I feel so bad about it! I am back at 193.8 now, when last week I’d broken the 190. I really feel like I need to be stronger, I took one lax pill yesterday and NOTHING HAPPENED! Normally, I get the required result about 2-3 hours after I take the tablet (Brand dulcolax) but nothing happened. I will have to take 2 more pills when I get home, except I dont get home till probably 8PM today as have lectures till 6, and I don’t dare to take any at uni, just in case they do kick in. I feel so bloated though. Yesterday I brought soup into uni but ended up buying crap food anyway. It’s so stupid, I can’t even afford to spent money on crap! So today I brought 5 crackers and 2 apples with me that should last me, and I am allowed to buy soup in the canteen if they have it. Also brought my travel mug with Pu Erh tea with me, that generally really helps with the weightloss. I will be spending most of the day in the library revising for my exam on the 9th. Also need to finish an essay on the same day but as this afternoon will be the last time we have a bone lab for my unit that I have the exam on, I am prioritising that. Now I only need to stay strong!

Love,
xXx
Rose

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2 Responses to Failure week

  1. monithin86 says:

    I’ve been eating crap as well. Sounds like school is the same for us: loads going on, stress. I’m here with you. You’re not alone.

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