Walking in the rain

I ended up burning 348 calories on my walk. About 10 minutes in it started to rain, and despite my lack of raincoat I decided to carry on. So I’m quite pleased with that. What I’m less pleased with is the amount of calories I ate today. 1121 in total. I suppose it is still under 1200, so that is a win.

I’m not looking forward to tomorrow. I’ve been following treatment for my bulimia since late September. I do want to be able to leave all the messing with food behind. But I also want to be not overweight. And I also want to be underweight. It is all very double.. I am completely honest during my sessions there. Part of me wonders why I keep reverting back to this behaviour of messing with food. The other part, the one that at the present time is in charge, just wants to continue till Im skinny…

Love,
xXx
Rose

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